The other day my mom was calling for me to come upstairs. I ran about halfway up and yelled back, "I comed as much as I could, mom!" Of course it's incorrect grammar and spelling, but it's still fun to say.
Anyway, I thought the intro would cheer you and myself up. Today is not the happiest of days for me... I really wish it could have been better. Also, my mom is insisting on a huge amount of both chores and homework completed before I go to the dance tomorrow. Of course, it doesn't help how she turned to me and said, "I have so little faith that you're actually going to do anything tomorrow, so you'd better just not hope to go at all." That hurt; and she doesn't care that it hurt me. Perhaps she was hoping it would motivate me--and it does, to an extent. But I'm motivated by anger to prove her wrong, and maybe that was the point... but it also makes me want to curl up on my bed and cry myself to sleep.
The other problem today... it also irked me. I was told something that made me beyond happy. But then I realized that what they said was a joke of sorts, which hurt.... and that did make me cry. The worst part is, I cant blame the person for what they said. But it still hurt....
As for Christmas... this season, we're going to California. To be honest, I don't want to go. But it's either that or stay here completely alone, which is less appealing than going. I would love to spend the holiday with my friends, but I know that they'll probably be spending it with their families as well. So I will be spending the 19th o the 28th in California... -sighs-
That's it for now.
~Kimiko
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