So.... about my title. I have a headache. Well, yes, in a sense... I do. Not a real headache though. A headache that comes from stress and just... everything. Life is good. But it's also hard...
I'm in the school play! Just a villager, but I got in and that's what counts. Plus, I do realize that every person is important. Without everyone... well, it would just be very awkward. :) I'm contributing. At the same time... I need to be passing all of my classes to be in the play... and I have three F's already. Three! Why, I ask myself, is it so very difficult for me to keep up in my classes, to concentrate....? I think I know the answer, but... I hate it. I hate the answer. There HAS to be a better solution to it. There simply just has to be....
Tomorrow I am also planning on not necessarily throwing a party for Britty, but I want her to have a real birthday. She's sixteen... I have known her for a little over a year, but it feels like so much longer. Yes, I am committed to make her birthday a memorable one. Truly.
For no reason, I also feel.. reminiscent. I can clearly remember what was going on in my life a year ago... how my classes were different, my friends... well, my friends haven't changed much... how just EVERYTHING was different. I feel like I'm going to cry from just... everything. Happiness, sadness, just an overflow of feelings... I should probably stop reminiscing now...
Anna, signing out.
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